I Woke Up

I woke up today with a clear mind to absorb the worlds beauty. I woke up today with sleep in my eyes from a relaxing, deep-soothing sleep. I woke up today with the thought of life and the train that follows through. I woke up today to feel the warmth of the Sun but by the arms of my love. I woke up today to embrace the lips of the sky. I woke up today to caress the skin of the rain. I woke up today to laugh unforgettably. I woke up today to know that everything was going to be alright. I woke up today to search, ponder & pray. I woke up today to fall into an abyss of love, by my love. I woke up today to demand emotion and defeat weakness. I woke up today to see your smile. I woke up today to fill my stomach with mouth watering food and delicious waters. I woke up today to enjoy. I woke up today to repeat my longed-for life and carry it with pride. I woke up today to only be disappointed....

Why must it come to this? We were able to defy gravity together. I hate this feeling that runs around in my veins. Ive been ridin with you for 2 years. It may not seem that long, but it was a lifetime to me. A lifetime that I thought wouldve went for eternity. But the world has gotten the best of you, and I have failed to save you. Which will be my biggest lost and regret. I cant help but cry while these words spill out. Youre my best friend. The one that knows my darkest days and my most brightest. I cant help to feel the sense of resentment from you. Ive done all I can to be everything a man is to his love. I feel less of a man as the letters type on. Ive sacrificed so much for you. Ive NEVER asked you to change anything about you because I fell in love with that person. I gave you all of me and never taken it back. I love you and I know I will always love you. Im so scared right now. Im filled with pain and sorrow. The energy to weap is drying thin. I need you..Ive never felt so pathetic but still, I need you.

Why is LOVE & LIFE such a dirt road. Youre traveling through the rocks and dirt having the FAITH that theres a layed out cement road to safely travel across...My road as it seems, is coming to end. I know it seems like a played out cliche but you never really know about it, till you see about it...

I woke up today to smile at you. I woke up today to play with you. I woke up today to stare into your eyes. I woke up today to hear your voice. I woke up today to need you. I woke up today to want you. I woke up today to love you endlessly.

I woke up today, wishing I didnt.